I got a chance to speak with the person that has been causing me so much pain lately, and I feel so much better. I had assumed he had just abandoned me, but true to form he was just really busy, whatever, but the point is that we finally discussed what was going on. He may have met someone and he may have not, but it doesn't matter. I got my feelings out there and now I feel like I have closure. Some people are just better as friends.