Life is a bitch sometimes

Today is a sad day. My best friend, the person I have been spending every single waking hour with for the past two months it seems, is leaving. He is going to work at a summer camp for two months which is about two hours away from here :( I don't know what I will do with myself, because he was the one close, genuine friend that I have had throughout the past year or so. Him and I have absolutely zero drama and we like doing all the same things. I am still not completely on good terms with the people I am living with, and I don't much like the idea of having to be around them day and night, because they are very negative and selfish people. I do still have people around that I can hang out with, but for the majority of the time I will now need to find ways to entertain myself and keep my mind off of how lonely I feel. It isn't just that my best friend is leaving, but also the guy I am kind of seeing hasn't talked to me in a while, so I guess I am just kind of feeling abandoned. :( It's a yucky feeling. I have decided the best course of action to try and stave off this impending and ever present sadness is to throw myself into accomplishing some goals I set out to do and have tried to accomplish for a very long time. Top of the list being trying to lose weight. I have wanted for so long to shed the last 35 pounds required to be at a weight considered ideal for me, and there really is no reason to continue sitting around being a fat lazy slob when I could be out exploring the world and exercising. I guess my plan of action is dieting and moderate exercise. Jogs, Long walks and burpees should do the trick I hope. I should just eat salad and rice for the rest of the summer. I don't even care about the taste anymore. Like Kate Moss said once; "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels." It's brutal but true. There are several other goals I aim to accomplish over the next two months as well and they mostly involve making and saving more money, so that will probably be easier once I start making more money at work and start spending less of it. Anyways this post has gone on long enough. I will try not to make this blog turn into a thinspo blog but that is just what I am interested in at the moment, so what will be will be.