I miss a lot of things; my old job, my old life before college ended. I miss human contact most of all. I work in a sterile office environment, get out of work and do the same old tired things with the same old tired people day in and day out. I miss having someone to look forward to seeing, I miss being touched, hugged, kissed. I just want someone to love me, someone to hold me, someone to remind me that I still exist. I am starting to think I am a ghost. I miss feeling a man against my body, feeling his arms hold my body and feeling a man's lips press against mine. Is all this so much to ask for? I am beginning to feel as though it is... :(
-S