a small update

Just a small update on life. I found out that I have more opportunities available to me than I thought previously, which has relieved quite a bit of tension I have regarding the future. I have been working out a bit, though I got lazy last week and didn't do any working out. I plan to tonight though, even though I feel unmotivated as hell right now. Not sure why...but I think it's because I have been eating healthy and trying to get some exersize but I haven't really lost any weight since last week. A plateau this early? give me a fucking break I only lost like 5 pounds total. This is why I quit half of the time. I get slim to no results proportional to the amount of effort I put in, and that just doesn't seem fair. Ahhh well it's gotta work, I mean it's kind of science. I will try and keep chugging away at it and hopefully more results will follow. I will just keep images of skinny pretty models in my head and hopefully that will keep me motivated.